Maybe I’m getting old, but lately I’ve been thinking a lot about where I am in my life – if that even makes sense.
So, here I am about to move for the 4th time since becoming an adult and I’m trying to figure out if I consider myself to be successful. I know that this judgment is relative to a person’s culture and experiences and only I can really know the answer, but I can’t help but to think of what my family (and friends) may have expected from me. I wrote a while ago about cultural expectations for career choices and I think that’s where this all starts.
My mom always pushed us to go far in school. Very early on she made it clear that she expected my sister and I to at least finish college. Check, so +1
Then, I made the choice to get married and start a family soon after graduating college. –1
But, then I went back to school and obtained my masters’. +1
However, I am still trying to decide what I want to do for the rest of my life. –1
Even without my very expensive education ;) , I would know that this complex equation adds up to 0. Let me also add that I know that my friends and family are extremely proud of me – it’s the successful part that makes me wonder…
One thing I know for sure is that I am happy and I wouldn’t have things any other way. I just don’t want my type A personality to look back one day and wonder if I really made use of all my talents… [-O<
How do you (or your culture) measure success?
