What Keeps Me up at Night

Since January, I have purposely avoided posting about what is going on in Haiti. It’s not that I have put it in the back of my mind, on the contrary, I think about it everyday – several times a day. The feelings I have about how things have progressed since the earthquake are basically: disappointment, frustration and hopeless.Scenes from Haiti: Tented city Delmas 2

It’s been six months and there are still dead bodies under rubble. I just can’t  understand how after all this time and the aid that’s been pouring into the country, things look worse than they did on January 13th. Many people are discussing how best to move forward with the reconstruction (myself included) and how the government can strengthen its services to better serve the Haitian people. There’s also talk about the upcoming elections which I am sure is going to drain the already badly distributed resources.

All this is fine and dandy, but what about the sick babies living in tents? What about the people who

made it out of the earthquake unscathed, but have now contracted preventable diseases due to the lack of housing and sanitation? Don’t get me started on the people who need mental health services, but culturally can’t grasp the concept even if these services were available…it’s just terrible!

I watched one of the CNN documentaries about an orphanage operated by Americans that has struggled to stay open since the earthquake. When one of the Haitian teachers was asked if he thought Haiti would come through this a better country, his answer was “No”. Can you blame him? I know that there are people who have courageously gone to Haiti to help out where they can, but in order for this widespread suffering to end there needs to be humungous change that starts at the top. We’ve gone the route of people-led rebellions enough times in the past 20+ years to know that something different is needed. I really think the Haitian people are eager for a strong leader.

So, at least once a day I take a look at pictures taken of the people trying to make it through another day under very difficult circumstances. If they are still able to find something to smile about, I can muster up enough optimism for there to one day be a better Haiti.

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5 Responses to “What Keeps Me up at Night”

  1. Viajera says:

    I don’t think about my country every day, but when I do, similar thoughts overwhelm my mind.

    I really don’t know how some of these people keep smiling. I guess because they have to.

    *Sigh* I guess we can only keep hoping and doing what we can.

    I just wonder what is being done with all the money that was donated. Actually, I try not to think about that too much because it is maddening. :(

    (trying w/out Website, so I hope this gets published)

    • Deborah says:

      I added it for you :-)

      Isn’t just unbelievable. At certain points in my life, I have said “Haiti can’t possibly get any worse”. I don’t even bother with that thought anymore.

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  3. Shannon says:

    I think of the same things when I think about Jamaica. In my head, the answers for the problems come flowing, but I know it isn’t that simple. Years of instability won’t be changed overnight. All I can do is pray about it.
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